Graduation week

Every residency has a graduation day. Ours is called Residents & Fellows Recognition Evening. It was the 32nd one in the history of the Marshfield Clinic and Saint Joseph's Hospital. It was heald on Friday, June 12, 2009.

To attend this historic landmark event in the life of their loved one, my mother, brother, his wife and son came all the way from Panama. I was excited to have them. I took a week of vacation from June 6 to June 14 to host them here. We spent 5 days in Chicago and 2 in Marshfield. I guess, knowing how small Marshfield is, I thought they would enjoy Chicago more. It was a special time of togetherness, laughter, food and fun.

On June 11, my program director hosted a barbeque at his house in my honor. I was so embarrassed by the attention. Nevertheless, my family were touched by the honor. I received a Chief Resident award from him. My mother wept with joy and feeling. While I am embarrassed by attention and awards, I could not help but feel grateful for the recognition if it brought joy to mother's heart.

I truly believe that all our achievements are not ours alone. As one scientist said, we stand on the shoulders of giants. My family has supported me with much sacrifice and I am indebted to them.

A few weeks earlier, my bacteriophage research won me the Nikolai Award for the best Resident Research of the year.

At the 'graduation' evening, we had a great time. I was touched to see so many of our interns show up to support us on this evening. Belonging to the Med-Peds program, mine was the first name announced in the graduation. I picked up a white envelope to applause and returned to our table. I smiled when I saw what was inside: a red sheet of paper with "You may pick up your certification of completion on the last day of your residency" written on it. The ceremony is over, now get back to work :-)

The last event of the evening was an award given by the transitional year residents to a resident who has contributed the most to their medical education. I was pleasantly and genuinely surprised to win this award. I did not expect it, especially after all the glowing things that the resident said before she announced the winner's name. My family was once again proud and me embarrassed.

I am honestly happy that all the ceremony is over and I can get back to the work I enjoy so much in some measure of anonymity. In truth, when people are sick and hurting, awards seem a little crass. My 'award' is the saving of my patients. I pray for that award daily.